The echocardiogram was routine,
didn’t reveal the bird calls hidden
like doves in the attic of a magician’s
top hat: the muffled woof of a barking owl,
a baby barn owl’s scream disguised
as television static, the dinosaur laugh
of a kookaburra. The starling impersonator
might have been the rhythmic peaks
and troughs of the ultrasound scanner
dragging itself along the milky riverbed
of my chest. Everything repeated
in organised insanity—an ornithologist’s
villanelle with no loose ends. My body
danced to their calls after the technician left,
coughed up feathers all pointing
to the window, some means of escape.
Christian Ward is a UK-based poet with recent work in Acumen, London Grip, Dream Catcher, Dodging the Rain and Canary. He was longlisted for the 2023 Aurora Prize for Writing, shortlisted for the 2023 Ironbridge Poetry Competition and 2023 Aesthetica Creative Writing Award, and won the 2023 Cathalbui Poetry Competition.