gets out cleaver & chopping block
runs his tongue across his teeth
once tried to reshape them in-
to ovals with a file (you can
but for a long time it’ll hurt)
hydrangeas look in the window & nod
he’s wearing a ridiculous red fisherman
hat & has wolves tattooed
on both hands—guess he’s not done
because he paws through the ice lumps
for another one & finds a heart too big
to be a chicken’s too small to be a cow’s
quick thaw water bath & unaccustomed
wonderment at its color
first dice the heart cutting
away the tough bits
perfect pink & pulsing fillet
makes a blood moon on the plate
where the knife goes in.
The aunts gather in tight clusters,
their hats touching like beaks of birds.
A priest clears his throat to summon
a god who falls asleep in chairs.
Our mourning allows a stone to sit,
silent in the heaving cage of our ribs.
My people are stóchúil, taut & still—
endure the breath of flowers.
Ellen Devlin is the author of two chapbooks, Rita (2019) and Heavenly Bodies at the MET (forthcoming, 2023). Her poems can be found in The Cortland Review, Ekphrasis, Lime Hawk Review, New Ohio Review, PANK, Poet Lore, The Lost River Review, The Sow’s Ear, Women’s Studies Quarterly Review, and other journals, most recently Muleskinner (2023) and Beyond Words (2023).