Speckles of light through the hammock
I’ve curled in, the weight of me just
another heaviness leaning toward the earth.
The dogs’ wet mouths bounce against
my hip and I scowl into a black-and-white
photobook of sad families, thinking: I just
want to be content, once. When the drizzle
first leaves its evidence, tapping at
my fingernails, new socks, damp spots
dark like some hypothetical tick to tweeze,
I carry that hammock in with me
swung over my shoulder like a big man
and stall at the glass from the dryer side
while S and her purple garden boots stand
still, pause on culling not-spring weeds
until the sun comes on and all over again:
speckles of light through the hammock
I’ve curled in, the weight of me just
another heaviness leaning toward the earth.
Gabriella Garcia is a writer raised in the Sonoran Desert and lives in the Pacific Northwest. In her writing, she seeks to uplift the beauty and politics of everyday life. You can find her poetry in Rust & Moth and The Seventh Wave’s “Well-Crafted” Bulletin.