In this life we can never know God’s heaven,
but it’s a good bet we won’t find angels
surfing the clouds with golden harps,
and no glorious panic of halos and wings
will greet us at the gates.
In this life we can never know God’s heaven,
but we can know this:
a knickknack funhouse
strung between the highway and the sea,
and a bumper car arcade that will open at noon.
The tide is rising quickly
in this Oregon beach town,
and suddenly families flood the souvenir shops
where shelves overflow with miracles:
seashells sprayed fluorescent pink and neon blue,
wind chimes waiting coyly to flirt with the wind,
kites like flying tortoises, crabs that strum guitars
and saltwater taffy in so many flavors
you could eat it all day
and never grow bored.
One block away, an old man sits on a bench
near the sand and gazes at the horizon.
He wears a polyester shirt blazoned with a sunset
in a color that doesn’t exist anywhere else on earth.
The salt air stings his eyes.
In this life we may never know
exactly where the ocean turns to sky,
but we can know this:
it has to end somewhere.
In spite of the fog, we can always find
whales dressed in sailor caps
and snow globes
filled with starfish.
In spite of the terrible sadness,
we find everything we need.
Glenn Pape is aging somewhat gracefully in Portland, Oregon with his wife and a dog who looks like a cross between Bernie Sanders and a loofah. Since turning 50, he has been published in the North American Review, The Sun, Poet Lore, Pulp Literature, and the Rhysling Anthology, among other places.