a drop of water
like an atomic bomb
plummeted to my page;
up came a plumb
in the weave of fibers;
villagers of ink
smeared awash—
my heart murmured,
my breath
hooked my throat.
i climb
the maple. its ashy-green limb bends.
the murky river reveals her skin/
she knows i am timid.
the moon is closer
when i look down.
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my other face is a sun/
i imagine
being bright, being brave
yet ripples disfigure
my eyes, nose, lips, hair & this
is how i learn
the theory of fear.
John Compton is a gay poet from Kentucky. He lives with his husband, dogs, and cats. His newest full length book, the castration of a minor god, will be published by Ghost City Press in December 2022.