the yard fills with grackles
oiling rusty throats,
puffing their
smooth as ink wings
and sleek crests,
posturing beaks
towards the sky. The chickadee
checks the little
purple house
three times to see if it might
fit a brood, while the squirrels
chase and fuck
through the yard. The rabbit
that wintered under the deck
emerges thin and mangy
and considers starting a family. Meanwhile,
my niece turns two
and her baby hair lifts
off her shoulders, too fine
for gravity. My friend holds
her seven-pound newborn,
just back to his birth weight—
his fists curl
as she recalls dip
and hunger, learning to keep
this small body alive.
The truth is
we didn’t try, but I’d forgotten
how the truth elides, pulls
like a water bug
on its long oars, skiffing out of sight.
What to do now with
all these bassinets
in the spruce, the flower pot, the lintel?
I walk the long way,
I still water the pot,
I close the door softly beneath
the phoebe’s basket
of stray thoughts.
Laura Donnelly is the author of Midwest Gothic (Ashland Poetry Press) and Watershed (Cider Press Review), and her recent poems have appeared in SWWIM, Colorado Review, EcoTheo Review, and elsewhere. Originally from Michigan, she lives in upstate New York and teaches at SUNY Oswego.