watching the rain descend. The year
before the apartment burned down,
it took three hours to get her out.
Your mother’s ends, planted
in contaminated ground.
For two decades you wore
the nervous smile of a girl
who knows more than she should
about water. This slow collapse
is cruel. When outside the rain lets
behind the wilted branches:
orange sky & glimmer light. Which,
you wonder, do we miss more—
the darkening of sunshine spent
or the midday wakening
of something so alive?
You wonder at your own
capacity for wonderment. Then
you wonder:
why didn’t I think of this before?
Mara Lee Grayson’s work has appeared or is forthcoming in Mobius, Poetry Northwest, West Trade Review, and other publications. Her poetry has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and shortlisted for the Slippery Elm Poetry Prize. She is the author of two books of nonfiction and an assistant professor at California State University, Dominguez Hills. Her website is maragrayson.com. Find her on Twitter @maraleegrayson.