Too lost in song or the joy of his wings,
perhaps he did not see the glass door.
Or perhaps he did, and seeing his reflection,
was unhappy with what he saw; not the hawk
or condor he imagined, his small life more
than he could bear. The world weighs heavy
on those with open eyes, who travel far,
see so much, then look inside.
I gathered him up in the morning news
like a stillborn infant placed at my door,
careful not to disturb what had already
been wrecked. Laying him gently in a hole
of dirt and twigs, wrapped in headlines of
politics and wars, one could only guess what
might wait ahead for our own quick wings;
a path above trees or our own glass door.
Some said it was the break, impossible to read,
as if a sudden breeze grabbed it by the neck,
spinning it east or west before shoving it
south into gravity’s mouth. Impossible to read,
they said. More than impossible to hit.
Still, I dug myself in, armed with years of
practice swings and enough broken bats
to make me wise about such things. I locked
my eyes on hers searching for a clue, ready for
that pitch others had swung through.
Ah, but love is not a game, not for those
who lose. The heart in heat always flies to
the farthest fence. Never mind the sun
in your eyes, the thinning crowd, afternoon
shadows creeping across the mound.
She took her signs from one I could not see,
one who knew the score still oblivious to me.
Then kicked her leg and cocked her arm
all with a carefree sigh. Then disappeared without
a trace as I watched her final pitch sail by.
Peter Serchuk’s poems have appeared in numerous journals. His published collections are: Waiting for Poppa at the Smithtown Diner (University of Illinois Press), All That Remains (WordTech Editions), and most recently, The Purpose of Things (Regal House), a collaboration with photographer Pieter de Koninck. More at peterserchuk.com.